Saturday, May 23, 2009

Can you love someone without "falling" for them?

I'm not sure if I love him or not. I don't desperately need him like Bella does Edward, I don't die when he's not there. I never went through the "falling" stage where you can't sleep and eat.But, I would love to open my eyes to see him in the morning and I imagine falling asleep in his arms would be be second to heaven. I could easily spend years with him. Being around him is like flying. It's hard to contain my smile, I could jump off a cliff with him by my side.Because of him, I notice how wonderful the world is. I notice how beautiful and amazing thing are, like music, the stars, the sun, the wind. I didn't ever notice these things before.I adore him and think he's the best thing to ever happen to me. I don't know what he sees in me, but being around him makes me walk tall for once in my life.When he's not there, I doubt myself and fall back into the insecure-old me. I don't die, but I find myself tripping over thought of him. If I'm upset and I picture him, I fall asleep peacefully.Can you love someone without "falling for them? Can you love someone so completely rationally? Can loving that person affect who you really are deep down inside, change your view on things?

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